These are some fabulous pictures that Alex Beckett (photographer extraordinaire) took of Lizzie Cooper, Ruby Lorcan and I a couple of years back. We had such fun modelling my hats and Alex did a fantastic job creating such atmospheric shots- enjoy!
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Tuesday, April 19, 2016
I've been on a blogging break of late- I've not really been up to anything particularly interesting for a while in sewing terms and I've had a lot of anxiety and stress with starting to consider transplant. If I'm honest the transplant issue has rather knocked me for six and totally shaken my confidence, so blogging and a lot of other things have rather gone by the wayside. However, I've got a couple of things to post about now so it's time for a quick catch up. The first are a couple of hats I made for an old friend Martin who I used to do costume work for back in the day. He was designing a production of Urinetown in Norwich and wanted a couple of steampunky mini top hats. I really enjoyed making these and it was really nice to get some hatting done again.
I've also been doing some more embroidery recently, as my beautiful Brother V3 has Ben sitting idle for ages and needs some more use. I'm currently working on some cherry blossom designs to go on a kimono style jacket, these are my first sew out on some old silk crepe-
Tuesday, November 17, 2015
In my continuing quest to use my cookbook collection properly I finally tried a recipe from Gifts from the Kitchen. I bought this book before Christmas a couple of years ago, with the intention of making gifts for family and friends. As usual my health had other ideas, and whilst I've read all the recipes, I never managed to actually make one. However, with Christmas coming again, I decided to try out the limoncello recipe. I doubled the amount tho, so that if it's any good I can keep a bottle for us!
As you boil the syrup it gradually darkens to a lovely rich orange. Once it's simmered for 15 minutes or so you decant it into a Kilner jar, or other sterilised sealable vessel and add a large amount of vodka. You then leave it alone to mature for a month or so and hopefully it will taste delicious when we try it out. I'll let you know how it turns out...
|A lot of potential Limoncello :-)|
Monday, November 02, 2015
So, in my attempt to start using my cook bools properly I decided to start with one of my least used purchases- Peyton and Byrne's British Baking. It's a beautifully illustrated edition and contains a selection of recipes from tea breads to classic British puddings, and its purple my favorite colour so of course I got sucked in by amazon and bought it at least three years ago! (It's still available at amazon here). And I'm afraid I've only ever used one recipe for Lemon Possett, and that works really well, so I had high hopes for the Toffee Nut Slices recipe. The recipe combines two of my favorite things- nuts and toffee (obviously!).
See how gorgeous the illustrations are. You start the slices by making a fairly basic buiscuit base from butteer sugar and flour. This was one of my problems with this recipe, I used the exact tin specified and I ended up with a very thick base, much more so that pictured, I personally wold prefer a thinner base. so next time I will reduce the biscuit amount. But that's just a little nigggle!
You start by toasting the nuts on the oven, watching them like a hawk as they can go from toasted to chared in a very short time! This also makes your kitchen smell amazing...
Once you've done the nuts you start on the toffee. Now, as always be very careful when dealing with boiling sugar as it's very, very hot and easy to burn yourself! Also, it's wise to have any things that will be added to the sugar, in this case butter and cream, measured and ready to add, as trying to faff with scales whilst your toffee burns is not a happy thing! I had another problem here in that the amount of water used to dissolve the sugar is really small and as my sugar just about to burn a crisp, I added a couple of tablespoons of extra boiling water to get it to melt properly. In all my other cookbooks that deal with toffee making, there is always more water in the recipe for a similar amount of sugar, so I would have some boiling water on had just in case your sugar starts to catch rather than melt. Practicing making toffee is going to be something I need to do to avoid burnt sugar!
This recipe does not use a sugar thermometer to make the toffe, but instead relies on you judging the colour of the toffee-living dangerously or what! And this is where disaster struck... Whilst trying to take an action shot of stirring the toffee, I dropped my Iphone into the saucepan of boiling toffee...! I am blaming this on the fact that I am taking steroids at the moment so am rather jittery... that's my story and I'm sticking to it. Fortunately Mr EB was there to help me fish it out and saved the day my cleaning it up and somehow neither of us got scalded by the hot sugar! Even more Amazing is the fact that the phone still works!!! Totally gobsmacked by that!!
So after the little toffee apple diversion, I added the nuts to the toffee and spread it onto the cooled biscuit base, and then bunged it in the oven for its final bake.
Once cooled, you chop it into slices and attempt not to eat all of it in one go. It's a really moreish, but very sweet treat. I will definitely be trying this recipe again, despite one or two little niggles with the recipe, it produces excellent results, I'll also be trying more P&B recipes to see if they are consistently this good. One cookbook almost properly used!
Saturday, October 31, 2015
The time has come to admit I have a problem. My problem is common in my family, we have an obsession with books. I'm not just a bibliophile, my problem is more of an obsession with collecting books, I would say I'm a bibliomaniac! I'm fairly certain it's genetic and I get it from both parents, so I was always doomed to love and adore books. Whilst studying for my music degree I would source and horde books relevant (and not so relevant) to my subjects and spend more on my books than normal student purchases such as booze. When I got really into sewing costumes my obsession moved onto fashion history and museum catalogues from the V&A filled with fabulous pictures and patterns that I could drool over when I should have been studying! Getting into. RADA just validated my need for more sewing books and my problem only got more pronounced the more I read and bought. Amazon has a lot to blame from my problem, they make it so easy and simple to just buy, buy, buy, with a single click and then the next gorgeous tome arrives within 24hours. Yes I know Amazon is a dreadful, tax dodging corporate giant, but I'm only human and I have to have my book fix! My sewing and costume collection now tops a hundred, wonderful volumes that keep me happy for hours. I've even started a catalogue so that I know what I have and what areas need more attention- I'd also love to get book plates made so my collection is obviously all mine- mwahahaha! (Maniacal book loving laugh)
My other guilty book mania focuses on cookery books. I am a total addict and always fall for a beautiful book of glorious photos, without really paying attention to the recipes. I have loads piled high in the kitchen and it's getting to be a problem. But I have admitted I have a problem, and that is apparently the first step on the road to recovery-although to be honest I'm not sure I want to recover as I love my books and no one is getting them off me! However, it does seem silly that I have all these cookbooks which do get read a lot, but I haven't actually tried the recipes out, which is their purpose after all. My sewing books get read and the patterns and techniques used a lot, not so much now my health is poor but they have all had a good use, so I don't feel so bad about them. But I know that some of my recipe books may have had only one recipe used from them, or sometimes none at all! So before I'm allowed to buy more recipe books, I have to properly use the ones I have... I should also use some of the stacks of cooking magazines that I've also accumulated over the years. I'm nearly as bad at hoarding them as I am recipe books! So out with the baking tins and mixer it's time to bake and cook- watch this space for my attempts to justify my cookbook bibliomania!
Monday, September 21, 2015
One thing that no one tells you about having a chronic illness is how much of your personality it eats away. So many of the things that have defined my life (playing the flute, singing in choirs, dancing etc etc) are now basically impossible, so I've been trying to find some relief in the things that I can still manage. These are mainly characterised by being hand work, such as crochet and hand sewing my hats. The state of my health has caused me some pretty big bouts of depression and anxiety (fairly understandable when confronted with the need for a double lung transplant!) but being able to pick up a crochet project or hat and feel the rhythm of the stitches as I form them is incredibly soothing.
When my mind is in a tumultuous mess, the repetitive nature of crochet and sewing calms me in a way that some people compare to meditation. I have tried Mindfulness Meditation as recommended by my psychologist, and I have found it helpful. The main problem I have with it, is that it mostly focuses on using your breathing as a way of centering your thoughts in the present and not worrying about the future or the past. I can see how this can work but when your breathing is a massive problem, focusing on it just makes me more stressed, not less! So sometimes what I need most is a task that prevents my mind worrying endlessly about all the stuff that is driving me nuts. Crochet and hand sewing hats takes enough thought and concentration that it prevents the endless spiral of depressive thoughts that are so easy to slip into. I really do find a great deal of solace in stitching, and its not just me- a quick search on the Internet shows how many people have found relief from mental health issues using knitting, crochet, embroidery or other hand crafts as a form of meditation, for example this article from the Craft Yarn Council has numerous exampes of knitting being used as therapy for the seriously ill. So it's not just me!
Crocheting and sewing gives me some semblance of control back, I can still do these things, the way I want and and my CF can just sod off! This gives me a great deal of satisfaction, however simple and small the project may be, its still mine. When everyday tasks feel like insurmountable problems, actually making something from start to finish really does help prevent the feelings of being out of control, of inadequacy and uselessness that having CF can create. I frequently feel that I am just a huge burden on Mr EB and my family and friends. They have never given me any reason to think that, but it's hard not to feel that way when you need so much help to do things that everyone else takes for granted. To try and help asuage these feelings I have been searching online for articles and books that might help me learn to deal with these difficulties in a more proactive way. One book that I absolutely adore is Ruby Wax's Sane New World. Not only is it hilariously funny in its explanation of Wax's own metal health problems, but it includes lots of exercises based upon mindfullness, that are easy and simple to do.
Another really interesting article that found online is by Dr JoAnn LeMaistre, all about Coping with Chronic Illness. It's actually a shortened version of a book of the same title, which is sadly out of print, but despite its relatiely short length it is a really helpful read. She talks in depth about setting realistic expectations of what you can achieve and trying to live in the present. If you have a chronic illness I seriously recommend reading her article, as it really does cover loads of helpful ways to cope with your reduced health. So until I either get listed for tranplant, or by some miracle a treatment does become available for my genotype I shall be crocheting and sewing myself into some sense of sanity! If you'd like to see some of my crochet projects, do check out my projects page on Ravelry.
Friday, July 17, 2015
I found the page on the left on Pinterest, but sadly the link to the original source no longer works,. I've cut and pasted it here, and if you zoom in you can just about read the pattern, which sadly turns out to be for a knitted jumper which must be on the next page of the magazine. It does have little diagrams illustrating how to tie it, which come in useful later, and shows just how elegant these headscarves can be.
I found this next pattern on Ravelry, another online community to which I am sadly addicted! (If you happen to be a member, my username is Rosaerona, if you'd like to see my other crocheting projects) It was created by The Spool Company, published in 1942, and makes a very fetching striped turban . It is made from a very simple mesh pattern created from treble crochet and chains (uk terms) in alternating colour rows - they suggest red, green, white and yellow, which is not a colour combination that I would go for! I used this pattern as the basis for my headscarf, but I made a slight change to the edge so that short edges are square not slightly tapering. Not that once you've tied it you can tell because the ends are all tucked in. I made my two coloured scarf in Ella Rae Cozy Bamboo, in pale blue and teal. It's a lovely, soft and squashy dk yarn made from 80%bamboo and 20% wool. Fortunately for me the bamboo content it large enough that the wool doesn't set of my usual itching to it... I used two balls of each colour to make a headscarf 127x22cm (50x8.5inches)
To make a two coloured stripe scarf, using DK weight yarn and 4mm crochet hook -
- Chain 220 in colour A, or however many even number of chains it takes you to make 127cm/50inches of chain
- Row 1 Chain 4 (counts as 1tr and 1 chain), tr in 6 chain from hook, chain 1, *skip one chain 1tr in next chain, reeat from * until you have used all the base chain. Fasten off
- Row 2. Join colour B in first treble of row 1, chain 3 (equals first tr) then tr in first chain space of previous row, then chain 1. Or you could usee a standing treble to begin the row (brilliant tutorial here on this technique, called standing double in USA terms), then tr in first chain space of previous row then chain 1.
- *Tr in next chain space of previous row, chain 1, repeat from * all the way along working tr in chain spaces, work an extra final treble in the last treble of the previous row
- Repeat rows 1-2 until the piece is 22cm/8.5 inches wide. This means all odd rows start and end with one treble and all even rows have two tr stitches at the beginning and end of the row,
The easiest way to explain this pattern for me is this diagram of a sample of the mesh pattern which I made. I couldn't find a symbol for a standing treble crochet so I've used the usual chain 3 at the start of each row instead. Sorry its a little scrappy but I think you should get the idea-
You could make all sorts of variations on this headscarf, you could omit the colour changes and just turn at the end of each row in a single colour, or you could use more colours, or its easy to make it bigger or smaller, just adjust the length of your base chain and make as many rows as you need. I'm going to try a plain one next. I tend to tie mine in the way pictured on the first pattern, with the knot at the front and the ends tucked in. To do this you centre the scarf at the back of your head, so the middle of the long side of the scarf is at the base of your head. Then bring the two ends forward and tie it at the centre of your forehead in a square knot (right over left, then left over right). You then tuck the ends left into the part that is wrapped around your head and voila- effortless chic and a great way to cover up less than perfect hair, as can be seem from this rather awful photo of me taken wearing my scarf during my last hospital admission!
|Little bit drugged up, but at least my hair is under control!|